Life has a way of winning, twenty three twenty nine, & Don't tell me to stop mythologizing myself by Eliana Gray

Life has a way of winning, twenty three twenty nine, & Don't tell me to stop mythologizing myself by Eliana Gray

Life has a way of winning

Life has a way of winning by Eliana Gray

Transcript:

Like an elegant bachelor

with too much time on their hands

 

Like a grand inheritance

of your grandmother’s costume jewellery

 

Like a long overdue party

that no one wants to attend

 

It’s the stale birthday cake

of the dessert buffet and

                                     everybody

                                  gets

                                a

                              slice

 

It’s a free

For all

 

It’s rotten

It’s fruits

 

Of your labour

It’s your body

It’s gonna be

Ok

 

twenty three twenty nine

twenty three twenty nine by Eliana Gray

Transcript:

0.

we are covered in a similar texture every upturned pulse rewarding my assumptions

1.

make love in the water and call it fucking

2

our bodies have become metaphors we fail to understand

3

if fingers were made of boxes it would be even more difficult to kiss your box lips

4

the moon is too far away to pull down or shoot or beg

5

reproduction furniture is not romantic

6

the shape in your lungs allow a little too much room to feel tailor made

7

everything sounds like rats in the walls gaps I can’t see and holes six years deep

8

I want to see the colour drip from enormous paintings of boring people engaged in menial tasks

 

Don’t tell me to stop mythologizing myself

Don't tell me to stop mythologizing myself by Eliana Gray

Transcript:

I don’t even know what that word means

Written sloppily in the margins of

                                                     some

                                                            bad

                                                                 feeling

 

Lost to a memory ripe with

Weed holes scrapes and burns

 

Is this all we get?

Quaint lifetime

of disappointment?

Stretched out mornings

and the

Quiet, quiet feeling

Of I

       hate

              this

 

The endless parade of myself

Building floats from scratch with

Blood, ingrown hairs and my

                                              undesirable

                                                                 attributes

 

I feel I’ve made a sham of my body

 

Oh, this temple is bankrupt!

This temple is empty!

 

I’m trying to tell you, can’t you hear

I’m trying to tell you I hate this?

 

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Executive Producers

Daniel Henson

Sue White

Karolina Ristevski

US. by Douglass Pepys

US. by Douglass Pepys

June Editorial

June Editorial