Plesiosaur & Let me walk you through this painfully by Georgia Kartas

Plesiosaur & Let me walk you through this painfully by Georgia Kartas

Content Warning: sexual assault and harassment

 

Plesiosaur

you keep trying

to pour yourself into me

thinking that

I am a looking glass

upon whose surface

you can admire your reflection

but Narcissus

you are taken aback

when you look into the water

and see not yourself

but a dark, inky body

it upsets you

that my tongue

is sharper than my teeth

that my swim stroke

strokes not your ego

nor your desire

you brush the shadow away

with disinterested fingers

the ripples make you

caress my scalp

I try to tell you that

95% of the ocean

is still unexplored

I’m ignored, and

fishing in the wrong pond

and you won’t listen to anything

unless it sounds

like an echo

 

Let me walk you through this painfully

A girl walks home alone a night

A girl walks home alone at night smoking a cigarette in case she needs to burn someone

A girl walks home alone at night smoking a cigarette and then is not alone

because

four separate men at four separate spots

on the girl’s walk home - which should be alone - they

lean into her leer and

in slurred French

demand

cigarettes

Non! she says

before

scuttling off

to resume walking home alone

One follows her for a short while but

she walks fast and

he is not sober

so soon once more

A girl walks home alone at night

keeping as much distance between

her

and the three

loud inebriated boy men

ten metres up ahead

A girl walks home alone at night and

does not look up when the

shouts & taunts & catcalls

are fired

and the battlements she erects everyday

are besieged

A girl walks home alone at night and

spotlight eyes

swerve curve serve

her up to

midnight’s mouth

A girl walks home alone at night and

prays

all the way from her

cobble worn souls to her

thumping chest cavity to her

hot armpits secreting fear

all the way up to her

blood swamped skull that’s

p u m p i n g these words

over & over

here’s how it happens, here’s how I die, here’s how it happens, here’s how I -

 

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Executive Producers

Sue White

Karolina Ristevski

Daniel Henson

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