The Dress Dummy in the Shower by Anna Forsyth

The Dress Dummy in the Shower by Anna Forsyth

The Dress Dummy in the Shower

Don't look down, she says

balanced like a dancer

on duct-taped feet

in some macabre fashion

I am comforted

by the eyelash crawling

like a tear down her cheek.

 

Did the dummy makeup artist

curl her lip, tempted to name her

to give her a secret

birthmark, scar or mole?

 

I think of her sisters

marched out in pink plastic

cloned to perfection.

 

I don't want to look down today.

I stare at the tiles, avoiding

the two small mounds

alien without nipples and

that other inscrutable mound

muzzled and hairless.

 

My cheeks burn

as the water (my conscience)

scolds me for staring

at her severed arm

my pity mixed with glee.

 

I watch my reflection

making clumsy dance poses

her breasts refusing

to move in formation.

 

I want to push her

back into the closet

so I feel less animal.

Dummy's narrow pelvis tips

in defiance.

 

I close my eyes there

in that steamy enclosure

I see a million Joanies

(that's her name).

 

Everything is fixed

they say in unison

through sealed lips.

 

Dummy

I whisper to the Joanies

 

Nothing is fixed.

 

Dummy

Dummy

Dummy

 

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Executive Producers

Daniel Henson

Sarah Hunt

Sue White 

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